The search is over, the waiting is done. The
rebel got tired and wants to settle down. And it would be the biggest mistake
if it wasn’t her to choose. He loves her then and loves her now, no one else.
It took her a while to change her mind but the love is real and the love is
there, it never left. But there is a condition to bear, a lasting one, a
forever thing. One must take the hand and give it all. Two bodies in one soul,
hand in hand to face the world. A challenge to begin, a challenge to win.
I had a short conversation with my ex-boyfriend's father (Gee, feels so good to finally say EX-BOYFRIEND) on Christmas eve and he thanked me (as a father) for the things I've done for his son.
Sometimes it seems the harder you try to forget someone, the more it wants to stay. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. Then you feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. For having wanted to be loved back. It scares the hell out of you.
12/2013
12/2013
