You have made me strong in the past but not strong enough to handle
it with you.
And when I do, I
just find myself enjoying every bit of that every chance I've got to talk to
you, and sometimes wishing for more.
I always have felt
this is not something romantic, of course it cannot be.
But many moons have
passed yet I still think of you.
I have been waiting,
unknowingly I guess.
I cannot explain it
because I cannot understand myself either. I do get hurt by words not even
meant to hurt me. I cry for things I cannot reason out why. Do these kinds of
feelings even exist? I thought this just happen on movies.
But someone like you
will never like someone like me, I just know it to be true. I wasn't hopeful
and I should not worry but when it did happen, I just found myself piece by
piece breaking.
I should just have
settled liking you from a distance, not knowing and us being friends.
I had it for years,
what makes it hard now? Coz you already know and I just know where to place
myself.
Though I want that rose, not the bouquet.
Though I want that rose, not the bouquet.
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